Choice is the engine that creates in your intentions. Each choice that you make comes from there. And you always have more than one! You may choose to remain silent in a particular situation, for example, and that action may serve as sharing compassion, leading vengeance, showing patience, or loving. It's your choice. You may choose to speak forcefully, and that may serve any of the same intentions. What you choose, with each action and each thought, a quality that you bring to your action or your thought.
One aspect may be loving and patient, another may be vindictive, another charitable and another selfish. Each of these aspects has its own values and goals. If this does not let you realize of all the diferent parts of yourself, the part of yourself that is the strongest, will win out over the other parts. Its intention will be the one that the personality uses to create its reality. Your reality. Remember again, you create your own reality.
You will want your life to move in one direction, and find that it is moving in another. It is not easy for individuals to become whole because only some parts of their personality seek wholeness. The other parts, because they are not as responsible, or caring, or compassionate as the parts that seek wholeness, pull the other way. They seek to create what satisfies them, what they have become accustomed to. These parts of the personality are often strong and well established. You must always choose between opposing parts of yourself. But never loose any of them. Because there is always more than one.
This is the foundational situation of all individuals ~ the point of choice.
If you speak or act from anger, you create anger. If you speak or act with compassion, you become compassionate, and a different path opens before you. This happens whether you are aware of the different parts of yourself or not, whether even you are aware of the choices that you make at each moment. Then you should always Be aware of your surroundings.
As you follow your feelings, you become aware of the different parts of yourself, and the different things that they want. You cannot have all of them at once because many of them conflict. The part of you that wants more money and a bigger house conflicts with the part of you that suffers with the poor and hungry. The part of you that reaches out with compassion toward the beauty in others conflicts with the part of you that wants to use others for your own benefit or gratification. When you satisfy one part of yourself, the needs of another go unsatisfied. The fulfillment of one part of you creates anguish in another, or others, and you are torn. You become able to experience what you find within you that complete your expression, that will be yours at each moment, that will shape your reality. You create for yourself the ability to choose among other individuals that come into your experience, to choose where and how you will inspire your experience. The choice is not to choose, its the choice that is to remain, and to diminish irresponsibility. In order to make a responsible choice, you must ask yourself, for each choice that you are considering. Are you ready to ''accept'' all of the consequences of this choice? Do you really want to create that? Is this what you really want? Only in thought do you create responsibly. This is the choice of clarity and wisdom, the choice of transformation. It is the choice of the higher freqquency that currents love, forgiveness, and compassion. It is the choice to follow the voice of your higher Self. It is the decision to open yourself to the guidance and assistance of your guides and teachers. It is the path that leads you to yourself. Your true self.
Open yourself with courage into yourself, into the good that lie behind what you feel, what you perceive, what you value, and how you act. It is a journey through your defenses and beyond so that you can experience the nature of your experiences. Face what it has created in your life. And choose to change.